Was feeling like I needed something new So I got a new tattoo I let an apprentice play my therapist For an hour or two I wonder what he thinks of me I wonder what I might have said wrong Cause when I speak sometimes I think my mind and my mouth aren't connected at all I'll always wonder what they think of me Alone is always where I'd rather be But the ghosts that hide in my closet remind me In whispers while I sleep And even if I'd like to forget They remember every word I've ever said I was just a stupid kid back then How long will I be carrying all the weight for him Cause I've been carrying it all And even if I'd like to forget They remember every word I've ever said I was just a stupid kid back then I'm peeling dead skin off my tattoo Wishing one day I could feel like I'm brand new But I can't forget all the words my mouth said That my mind didn't get to think through