I'm the disease
I am the cancer that's eating me
Eating me
Down on my knees
Reeling in disbelief
Searching for answers that always seem
So out of reach
Did I ever have a choice in this?
Now all that I am left with is
Disdain
Myself and my selfish ways
Left to reflect on the choices that
Made me this way
Paralyzed
Suffering inside my shell
I recognize the truth is
I'm the one to blame
Drifting away (drifting away)
Tracing the pattern slowly
Losing track of days (losing track of days)
I can feel it, it's weighing down on me
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Weigh me down
Nothing to lose
Nothing to hold on too
Nothing to put my faith into
To see me through
If I ever had a choice in this
I would not be so consumed with
Disdain
Myself and my selfish ways
Left to reflect on the choices that
Made me this way
In vain
Over and over again
Forced to accept that my outcome will always be the same
Despite all my efforts
I'm not getting better
There's something wrong with me
Crushed by the weight of regret
The fear that I have come undone
Left to reflect (left to reflect)
Through my neglect (through my neglect)
I've let myself become
Entombed in the silence
Entombed
Entombed in the silence