Two thousand one hundred and ninety days since you left the body Flown high through the sky, journeyed to an astral plane Another dimension far away Eleven years of suffering ended, it's hard to comprehend the weight Lifted from these tired shoulders I feel freedom and grief, you are gone A prisoner in my own home I'm locked up in this cage surrounded with people and all alone Must hide the rage, there is nowhere to go Perpetual supervision, a constant state of inhibition, family in derision I'm alone, home turned into a domestic prison Confusion and delusion now your default mode Knocking on the door of your mind but there is nobody home Every day I try to make a heaven right out of hell But I'm suffocating and locked up in a cell Misdiagnosis on two occasions, deteriorating body and mind Personality slipped away, left to decay All I can do is prey Make this stop, it's a nightmare, it's a living hell Will someone care? In the pit of despair light I can't see From eternal struggle set me free Confusion and delusion now your default mode Knocking on the door of your mind but there is nobody home Every day I try to make a heaven right out of hell But I'm suffocating and locked up in a cell Body decomposed, spirit still lives on Figure of vigour, eternally strong You took the lessons learned, returned into earth Endless lifecycle of life death and rebirth Grief has passed, now I see clearly I can feel your legacy inside me