You lie, silent there before me Your tears, they mean nothing to me The wind howling at the window The love you never gave I give to you Really don't deserve it But now, there's nothing you can do So sleep, in your only memory Of me, my dearest mother Here's a lullaby to close your eyes It was always you that I despised I don't feel enough for you to cry Here's a lullaby to close your eyes So insignificant, sleeping dormant deep inside of me Are you hiding away, lost, under the sewers Maybe flying high, in the clouds? Perhaps you're happy without me So many seeds have been sown in the field And who could sprout up so blessedly If I had died I would have never felt sad at all You will not hear me say 'I'm sorry' Where is the light, I wonder if it's weeping Somewhere? Here's a lullaby to close your eyes It was always you that I despised I don't feel enough for you to cry Here's a lullaby to close your eyes Here's a lullaby to close your eyes It was always you that I despised I don't feel enough for you to cry Here's a lullaby to close your eyes Here's a lullaby to close your eyes It was always you that I despised I don't feel enough for you to cry Here's a lullaby to close your eyes Here's a lullaby to close your eyes It was always you that I despised I don't feel enough for you to cry Here's a lullaby to close your eyes