There's a dream that I re-enter Where I've killed Don't know who or how or why But I carry the guilt And every night for months I went there Without will And every night I feel them closing in I'm not sure if I should surrender Christ I don't know if I was even asleep And I feel weird when I wake up When I wake up And I feel weird when I wake up When I wake up And in these dreams I can't remember If I even was me Or some bizarre assemblage of other things Heard them use the word "dismembered" Nah it couldn't be me Then why do I feel nervous when they're searching the mill? It always ends before there's answers With the cops outside pointing weapons at me And I feel weird when I wake up When I wake up And I feel weird when I wake up When I wake up And I feel weird when I wake up When I wake up And I feel weird when I wake up When I wake up And I feel weird when I wake up When I wake up