Maybe when I call she won't answer Stress build inside of me it's growing like a cancer Hot head lil shawty she built like a dancer Her firing squad lit me up like a lantern Her family ring me I'm sadder than Saturn I should quit pretending, what does it all matter I follow the rivers but drown in the waters The weight on my shoulders, I might need a spotter I might need a spotter I might need a spotter Yeah I work just to pay put the pain away I've seen fathers shun their sons and their daughters Born into nothing they're lambs to the slaughter Born into nothing they're lambs to the slaughter Will I chase or will I even make these racks She poking and prodding at my heart feel like I'm in the labs My day to day is so mundane Your questions and answers they always the same Need to focus on my frame of mind Distain of mine Never found one to entertain my kind Nowadays I tell a bitch to wait in line Tryna push this music shit so hard but I barley get the time Wishing in fountains Forcing myself to get up like I'm climbing three mountains Up here so high but no echo, I'm shouting, I'm screaming Can barley sleep but I've been up all night dreaming Was looking at convo's deleted A picture of us, yeah you lied, I conceded Flame in your lens I could see it Perfect I thought I could be it Lighter and gasoline, thought I could leave it Lighter and gasoline, thought I could leave it I thought I could leave Lighter and gasoline, thought I could leave it I thought I could leave it Lighter and gasoline, thought I could leave it I thought I could leave it I thought I could leave it I thought I could leave it Maybe when I call she won't answer Stress build inside of me it's growing like a cancer Hot head lil shawty she built like a dancer Her firing squad lit me up like a lantern Her family ring me I'm sadder than Saturn I should quit pretending, what does it all matter I follow the rivers but drown in the waters The weight on my shoulders, I might need a spotter I might need a spotter I might need a spotter Oh I'm sick of the sound of your dial done I'm sick of the sound of your dial done I'm sick of the sound of your dial done I'm sick of the sound of your dial done I'm sick of the sound Sick of the sound Sick of the sound Sick of the sound