I got explosions on my mind I've been hearing them for way too long, I'm numb Unfriendliness inside I've been in and out of it Life became kind of bittersweet It would take you by surprise before you fall asleep We r sinking deep I am the universe I no longer reach out for the stars I got so much going on Explosions on my mind A war inside my head A thousand missiles hit my chest I need pills to fight this shit And it's a never ending shit It's like I'm bullying myself again Many things to regret Bitterness inside I'd like to stab a lot of folks but I don't wanna pay the cost Explosions on my mind