I don't seek to be happy
I seek to justify the pain
I see a sea of people laughing
That I almost tore away
I take a breath in and feel it exit
But without you I can't feel human again
Indulge the heavens but they're not helping
Me fight to numb the pain of losing a friend
I feel the weight
Of a world
Filled with hate
Which I deserve
But when I lose
Who I am
Will you reach out for my hand
I am falling again
I lost it all in the end
So will you promise me that
You will follow through
Maybe you
Maybe you
Can save me too
Maybe you
Can save me too
Please don't leave me behind
Started off rocky, then we got close
Thought we were lucky, but didn't know
We would be on opposing sides
Under that rock we had made an oath
But hollow talk can't fill our souls
Forever broke
Without a person to hear our cries
I've been at a loss like who knew
So much I've regretted
So I'll carry everything that I was taught
From you two
As if they'd ever get it
Like you said
I know that I've been through a lot
Still too soon
Turned into a menace
If I ever reach the end of this hell
I'd still choose you
I'd still choose you
It's true
I didn't mean to be distant
I guess the truth is I was losing so much hope
And my vision was always cloudy when I'm down
There's not a moment it isn't
And tend to struggle when approached
And try to make a decision
I feel a piece of me's missing
I'm not somebody they listen
It's been this way for forever
They don't expect me to win
And now I've been falling from grace
And I hate to see that you didn't
Wow
I'll be hitting the ground any minute now
I feel the weight
Of a world
Filled with hate
Which I deserve
But when I lose
Who I am
Will you reach out for my hand
I am falling again
I lost it all in the end
So will you promise me that
You will follow through
Maybe you
Can find your heart in mine
Make amends in heaven's eyes
So as you hold me off of this ledge
Accept it
Please just let me go
I am falling again
I lost it all in the end
So will you promise me that
You will follow through
Maybe you
Maybe you
Can save me too
Maybe you
Can save me too
Please don't leave me behind
I feel the weight
Free itself
As the world
Heals hell
And if you feel
You aren't loved
Know I'll root for you
From above