I live life as a skeletal frame Pushing the black ink deeper out of my brain Feeling the bones crack to swerve out of my way Leaving my heart black couse none of the blood remains I feel like a hurricane Throwing debris to cover up my name Begging to bring back who I used to be The final stages of the death of me What will you do when I'm gone? Pray to a stone and move on? I can tell it's over before it's over Because I've never been terrified of getting older till now What will you say when I'm done? Remember my voice in the chorus of this song? I can tell it's over before it's over Because I've never been terrified of getting older till now (Calm down!) Maybe I'm too hard on myself But I don't need anybody else To make me happy but what does true happiness really mean? I don't know Fending off falling in line is not a crime But it's lonely nonetheless I said I just want a happy life Doesn't need to be air tight But it's never that simple ('K, guess I'll die) What will you do when I'm gone? Pray to a stone and move on? I can tell it's over before it's over Because I've never been terrified of getting older till now What will you say when I'm done? Remember my voice in the chorus of this song? I can tell it's over before it's over Because I've never been terrified of getting older till now My shadow is hunting me As I'm searching for a remedy Facing the sun hiding out of sight It bleeds into everything when day turns to night When I die Where will I go? And will it be enough To pay the debt that I owe? When I die Where will you go? I would like to know when You'll forget my shadow What will you do when I'm gone? Pray to a stone and move on? I can tell it's over before it's over Because I've never been terrified of getting older till now What will you say when I'm done? Remember my voice in the chorus of this song? I can tell it's over before it's over Because I've never been terrified of getting older till now