I'm not a person Just a blood computer Reflecting my taste With learned behavior I'm just a vessel in a sea of actors Escape the noose replace it with a dollar Hoping that'll make me less of an imposter But I'm just another chemical motor Built from the ones who caused my mechanical failure If they say that I am Selling my depression but nobody wants to buy it Why's it still there? It's a nightmare And if I said I wasn't lying To save myself from dying They'd still be there Only to compare I've made my peace with my broken pieces And I'll pay in blood If that's what you need I'll give you my skin So you won't bleed Cause there is beauty in failed attraction Hollow out my bones if it gets a reaction What's the point of forcing all these fruitless transactions If I can't hide the bruises swallowing up my actions The pain is a stem that will only grow It may never show until the heartbeat plateaus If I am selling my depression But nobody wants to buy it Why's it still there? It's a nightmare And if I said I wasn't lying To save myself from dying They'd still be there Only to compare Because everyone's the same Everyone's the same Only listening when called by name Because everyone's the same Everyone's the same Hearing only when there's something to gain Hey, can I sell you a feeling? Hey, can a thought be bought? Hey, I can give you the goods Hey, dying for a livelihood I am nothing in the eyes of my creator Selling my parts to the minds and thoughts of my enablers Selling my soul to this broken down machine I am Nothing If They Say That I'm Selling my depression But nobody wants to buy it Why's it still there? It's a nightmare And if I said I wasn't lying To save myself from dying They'd still be there Only to compare Because everyone's the same Everyone's the same Only listening when called by name Because everyone's the same Everyone's the same Hearing only when there's something to gain Hey Hey I am nothing Hey Hey I hope you feel something