God have mercy on me When I'm gone I don't know if I'm right But i know I done wrong Get the feeling I'm a ghost With a needle in my arm You ain't growing any roses Without dealing with the thorns I don't know what's wrong I ain't never known peace I always thought that I'd be better off deceased Don't know why I hate me Ready to erase me Don't know why I'm knocking When I know I got the keys And I know we all diseased Everybody going down They ain't bothering to count An impossible amount I'm writing every sentence In the gospel of the ground Come and find me in the bottle When I drown A shot for every opportunity I foolishly passed up A shot for every time I've been ashamed of my past stuff A shot for when I acted brand new Adding fuel to the fire If defile had a mascot Maybe I'm Dead Maybe I'm broken And I'm just lonely'nuff to find out Maybe I'm cold Maybe I'm hopeless And I'm just lonely'nuff to find out Let me tell you I just waste my time I hate my life I'm trying to find a way out I don't know what fate means Don't know what awaits me And I'm just lonely'nuff I'm just lonely'nuff to find out I'm an old soul But I'm ready just to leave Pocket full of gold Couldn't get me any peace I been going it alone No direction in the breeze I ain't cooking up a storm To give the recipe to thieves I been living in the cracks In the pathway I ain't been a villain Just a victim of past With a mission to collapse I been trapped in the rat race Cast to the bad place Bats in the Belfry Really in a bad way Sick of getting lied to I'm just making something You could vibe to Something you could Go and start a fire to Something you could die to Live in a casket I'm striking the match And I'm siphoning gas Who becomes a martyr When everybody destroyed Who collecting calls to the void Everybody falls Till we all in the cauldron A coffin, a curse You been rocking with the worst Maybe I'm Dead Maybe I'm broken And I'm just lonely'nuff to find out Maybe I'm cold Maybe I'm hopeless And I'm just lonely'nuff to find out Let me tell you I just waste my time I hate my life I'm trying to find a way out I don't know what fate means Don't know what awaits me And I'm just lonely'nuff I'm just lonely'nuff to find out