I been alright in a lonely old life When I become a ghost We can own the night I wanna see you dive from the balcony And swing from the mezzanine I think I got lost heading towards the light And purgatory gotta get better with time Everything has gone so grey That I might just never leave What kind of obstacles is it The vultures off in the distance What kind of coffin I fit in Who gonna honestly listen I been locked in this prison Oh what an awful existence What kind of god is indifferent Like he got all these conditions OK I ain't never trying to bullshit at all I'm getting close Like I almost got my foot in the door I tried to turn the other cheek But couldn't cushion the blow Ain't trying to murder anybody 'less they push me to go C'mon I never know the outcome. I wanna drift away. I never seen tomorrow. Cause right now Right now is all that I ever need. I been right at home with the wretched Everybody crowing til they choking to death About as cold as it gets Watching everybody go Until there's nobody left I always hope for the best But I ain't holding my breath Say a prayer like Blessed be or Rest In Peace We all eventually connect with grief When the reckless host indirectly eats The insects on the flesh of infected beasts And I'ma go long as I can I hear the voice of the cursed Yelling goddamn I'm in the dirt with the worms & the fire ants I'm here to do the devil's work with some idle hands How do we destroy the curse We gotta scream now just to make our voices heard We made our bed Now we gotta make them choices work The tree of life must've rooted in a poisoned earth I never know the outcome I wanna drift away I never seen tomorrow Cause right now Right now is all that I ever need I been alright in a lonely old life When I become a ghost We can own the night I wanna see you dive from the balcony And swing from the mezzanines I think I got lost heading towards the light And Purgatory gotta get better with time Everything has gone so grey That I might just never leave I never know the outcome I wanna drift away I never seen tomorrow Cause right now Right now is all that I ever need