These clear skies know everything about me, my hope, my dreams, my faults. This is not the life I want to live, I'm taking the wrong way once again. Tonight I'm on my way to home, these living nightmares don't leave me alone. I don't want to be like this anymore, I am not comfortable with myself. People say that home is where heart is. So, if my heart is dying, where will I go? I can lie to you all but I would never know where I come from and where I have to go. I hate the fact that my mind's so lost that I can't find my way. I've lost my mind, I've lost my heart, I've lost this war against myself. Fuck. This is who I am, this is what I mean. I hate everything around me and there's nothing I can do about it.