I open my eyes to a brand new day And I feel my motivation start to slip away I just don't know what to do with myself When everything I touch just goes to hell I can't find the words to begin to describe How I feel everything too much inside When I give it my all but it's never enough I'm running on empty and running out of luck Existential crisis It's slowly killing me You know you can't deny The war inside your brain Existential crisis Will be the death of me You know you can't deny That you're not who you wanted to be I'm plagued by thoughts of inadequacy And Feelings of failure almost constantly There's nothing to say that could change my mind So just save your breath don't waste your time When I look in the mirror I hate who I see Just a watered down version of the real me Compromised everything that I loved about myself Now there's nothing left for anyone else Existential crisis It's slowly killing me You know you can't deny The war inside your brain Existential crisis Will be the death of me You know you can't deny That you're not who you wanted to be Imprisoned by my own madness Can someone tell me why I exist I don't wanna live my life like this Can someone tell me why I exist I've no one else to blame in the end Can someone tell me why I exist It's an uphill battle I just can't win Can someone tell me why I exist In search of purpose I'm looking for meaning But I won't lay here broken and defeated And I can't pour from an empty cup I've got to find the strength to pick myself up