One cut one scar more pain one bruise Give me all that you got I've got nothing to lose I need the pain in my veins so but don't ask why I've gotta destroy myself just to feel alive The doctors and medicine could never help Prescribing more problems poisoning the well I can't Deny my Anger or Bargain for a break So I'm dealing with Depression in unacceptable ways Self destruction I can't escape this confusion Self destruction Now it's the only solution To ease this pain in my mind Or to leave this all far behind Self loathing self destructive Self absorbed with no direction And it's slowly killing me No this isn't who I want to be Much too young too fast too soon On a never ending bender now I'm on the loose I'll fade away in my pain no hope in sight No escape from the grave that I've dug this time So I'll isolate myself from my family and friends On a self destructive road I now descend I can't Deny my Anger or Bargain for a break So I'm dealing with Depression in unacceptable ways Self destruction I can't escape this confusion Self destruction Now it's the only solution To ease this pain in my mind Or to leave this all far behind Self loathing self destructive Self absorbed with no direction And it's slowly killing me No this isn't who I want to be What do you see when you look in the mirror? Perceptions of yourself only getting clearer? Then in the end for these sins I'll crash and burn Pedal to the metal leaning in to the curve