On my way back one night From my shitty fucking job To my shitty fucking house alright I got the urge to head to the store To cop some fucking pills Like I did for years before But im not like that not anymore But the demon inside rotting at my core Is bashing my skull against my bedroom wall And clawing at my skin waiting for your call Im lost I dont know what to do except write these shitty songs And tell myself you were right all along You ever feel like youve lost your grip On something you loved before you slipped Well I do every single day Ive spent too many years just rotting away I dont wanna go back To the darker days before Theres no turning back I Cant let this sickness win Im Rotting from within Whats lost can soon be found From the inside out All I wanted was a fucking end To this life of mine but I would just pretend That things always went my way Yes im fine and aint life great My days are dark but they were much worse But sometimes I feel like im right on course For the life I swore I left behind Where I sat at home just waiting to die