I was starting to think things could turn around I could tell by the look in your eyes Nothing to say since I'm fucked up when you're not around Or maybe just all of the time I won't just waste away I'll start answering my calls Spent so many nights tucked away with the lights down low Introducing my head to the wall All of this feels different And all I want to do Is stop this start and stopping thing we do And start over with you I'm starting to think things could turn around But I can't even look in your eyes ... 'Cause I'm fucked up when you're not around I'm fucked up all of the time