My mind goes blank and my chest feels tight when you smile It's pretty dumb I know But I don't fucking care how dumb I sound I'll skip out on the party and chase you around I haven't felt this way in a while And oh I know I'm just another fucking chump With no clue what to do but I don't care 'Cause I fucking like you I've been through this before Just don't remember when But when you put your hands on mine Oh I'm sixteen again I've made enough mistakes And lost a couple wars Let's roll the dice and see if I can lose a couple more Can't win if you don't play, whittle away These thirty days Self-loathe try not to talk just settle down Just take a walk This heart it can't be broke This summer is a fucking joke I know I'm hiding from myself I fucking know This shady situation echoes all that came before But I just laugh about it I'm not crying anymore Even when I'm not fucked up I still lose every fight So it really doesn't matter if I lose another fight Tonight