All of my known obsessions Waiting in line for me Not to resist Since I am not into posessions Fill in the blank for what is Left to exist It's never been intoxicating Simply because I like to Stay in control I am a master debating Whether or not this is the Right way to go But then I tend to forget That all of my thinking Is keeping me numb My thoughts got my attention Under their thumb My ship might be sinking If I don't look ahead In the end the now may seem not all that bad Of all of my known professions It seemed the most obvious Path I could take But the fear of a great recession Made me sail round the best Mistake I could make I was a master inflating Constant avoidance so it looked Like the truth But playing was more liberating Than anything else Since the days of my youth