There's a hole somewhere where my old self lives And it burns like fire so that I might live again I might start to give in I honestly believe in us I can't believe we held out this long Where's the color? I see it bleeding down the walls I wish they knew what we'd been through The parking lots and empty rooms Remember feeling so alive? The cure became a sickness Everything was so alive But that's what made it different And everyone was different then There's a hole somewhere It got damned get out I see through the shots I missed and I I'm feeling the confidence and I'm wandering It's time to look out for myself Well, I can't keep this all in my head And I wonder sometimes how we ever get by, yeah The cure became a sickness Everything was so alive But that's what made it different And everyone was different then I see it I see the color that they all saw I'm feeling everything at once fall And living every moment out like a dream Just try to catch me now As words fall from my mouth 'cause I'm not quite myself Yeah, I'm not quite myself