Oh crystal ball, let me in You know it all, why you hiding it You keep my future from me, that isn't your decision (That isn't your decision) All daydreams I Thought I could plan So focused and shrewd Fade, crumbling Dust and omens For what I could lose The road is shrouded, but glad I found it okay I'm feeling grounded, aura surrounded today Cross the distance, was my conviction too late Superstition will make me insane What's the use? Grand plan in the gutter Fate so cruel Should we rely on each other? There's a reason you're never there It's 'cause I didn't act like I cared Too in love with the thought The journey alone I never ever left ♪ Defeated I'm Still weeping I'm Begging for one clue I need a guide Discreet and kind To plan my next move Chaotic silence echoes around me, ashamed Of how they found me, regret resounding away Ruminations, hallucinations escape Isolation will make me insane There's a reason you're never there It's 'cause I didn't act like I cared Too in love with the thought The journey alone I never, ever- Saw you again and got some closure Got better and calling my hand, at being older Feel good that I can even depend on my composure To get me by in this life, in this life, in this life