Boredom makes me alive (And now I kill to survive) Now I lie to my friends (About the shape i'm in) Satisfied never lasts (It makes me live in the past) The smoke I let will meet the rain (And dissipate as fast) I tried to crawl on my knees (And through the broken glass) We all agree that it's fun (I think enoughs enough) I've made a mess of myself (Today and everyday) Oh yeah, and by the way (Things are not going great) You fucking laughed again When you stabbed my hands Wishing it had never boiled down to this The room is full of water I'm drowning in my comfort One day we will get what we deserve Now I know what to feel (But don't know who to trust) I fear the dark of this room (Will be the death of us) Another scam getting old (Do what you're fucking told) Another petty lie for God (You traded in for gold) You could have left this alone (You could have ended this) But you can't help yourself (You know we can't resist) The world is greedy still (We'll never feel fulfilled) I think I'll have to leave (Before I pay the bill) We'll never see the light again You fucking laughed again When you stabbed my hands Wishing it had never boiled down to this The room is full of water I'm drowning in my comfort One day we will get what we deserve (Oh, what we deserve) (Oh, what we deserve) One day we will get what we deserve