Fucked in the head
At the bottom of every bottle again
Numbing the pain
With anything and everything I can obtain
I'm on a downward spiral to self destruction
In no need for a god to plague my perception
I am who I am
A pathetic piece of shit
Who can't kick the habit, I love to have it
Sometimes we want what we want
Even tho we know it's going to kill us
I can't be without it
I have to have it
Fucking any girl that comes my way
Hoping I feel less empty
Trying to dig myself out of this grave
Hoping someone will save me
I've been through hell and back to see how long I last
In this state of recklessness
With a rolled up bill, hide from what I feel because I can't face it
Can you feel the numb
Can you feel your skin growing cold
Can you feel your eyes rolling back into your skull
Can you feel at all
NO!
Sometimes we want what we want
Even tho we know it's going to kill us
I can't be without it
I have to have it
I'm a fiend, a fucking addict with nothing better to do
Then ruin his life and laugh at the view
Of it falling apart right in front of his eyes
Can you feel at all
Can you feel at all
NO!