I never felt so low for this stupidish idea
If i could take it back i would but i cant
But i am still here
I know you are so sick and tired of my bullshit
I feel so bad that i put you through bullshit
And I never felt so low for this stupidish idea
If i could take it back i would but i cant
But i still am here
I know you are so sick and tired of my bullshit
I feel so bad that i put you through bullshit
So bad to the point where i cannot sleep at night
So bad to the point where i am damn no ready to die
But i cant do it, not now even though you know
I wouldn't do it in my life
I got trust issues so bad so deep
When i speak i won't tell no lie
I wish i knew how to love better
But nobody showed me love when i was coming up
Now everybody points fingers coz i fucking up
But ain't nobody tells me how to truly love this girl
But you know what i hear, i am grown fucking man
I just care for my past
I am trying to get past it but it's hopeless
When you keep on sending reflex
Because it takes two to tangle
And every tangle is a pity as a rainbow
Just know i never felt so low for this stupidish idea
If i could take it back i would but i cant
But i still am here
I know you are so sick and tired of my bullshit
I feel so bad that i put you through bullshit