Contemplating
I'm done waiting for my time to ball
So frustrating
Option weighing just for you to call
So ducked off
But I been grinding just to be on top of my shit and all
Cause if you slack off
If you don't bring to the table they act like you don't exist at all
Faded, making sure i'm over-situated
I'm just trying to feed my dogs
Faded, I been thinking lately
I want you but I also want them all
Contemplating
I'm done waiting for my time to ball
So frustrating
Option weighing just for you to call
You say you coming home, it won't be long
For love you'd risk it all
I'll be waiting here
My ringer on, just incase you call
Contemplating
I'm done waiting for my time to ball
So frustrating
Option weighing just for you to call
Late night creeping
So bipolar, feelings change like the season
Take shit to heart, if you say it you better mean it
Shawty know you fucking with a demon
You fucking with a demon
Why you gotta be so damn emotional
Chance after chance that's how it's supposed to go
I done gave you all I got
Bitch you better secure your spot
Contemplating
I'm done waiting for my time to ball
So frustrating
Option weighing just for you to call
You say you coming home, it won't be long
For love you'd risk it all
I'll be waiting here
My ringer on, just incase you call