Of all of the fears I've grown to love IÂm frightened the most of missing you I punish myself for finding joy And focus on what I have to lose ItÂs hard to believe in what he says When I have the strength to silence lies Hearing now I feel secure I know itÂs worthy of the pride I sacrificed And all of the tears I cried tonight Show me faith I dream about As long as youÂre here IÂm strong And IÂll believe in every word I heard you say tonight Finding peace despite tonight YouÂre the strength I lack tonight And steadier than I am YouÂre folding your fingers into mine You tell me that healing comes in time It wonÂt be the same again Do you believe in rebirth and lives becoming new ItÂs hard to believe in much now The weight is crushing me now and cutting off my air IÂm finding hard to stand at all YouÂve gotta relate to this I want you to tell me yes Knowing you have my trust Believing itÂs for the best Feeling this vulnerable Letting down every wall Not looking down on me My walk becomes a crawl I want the winter to have died and turned to spring IÂd see the cold and frigid glances passing through WeÂd watch the grass begin to power through the soil WeÂd watch the grass begin to power through the soil WeÂd watch the grass begin to power through the soil WeÂd watch the scales fall I know itÂs worthy of the pride I sacrificed And all of the tears I cried tonight Show me faith I dream about As long as youÂre here IÂm strong And IÂll believe in every word I heard you say tonight Finding peace despite tonight YouÂre strength I lack tonight And steadier than I am And IÂll remember every bone I heard that broke tonight Seeking solace from the light My eyes have seen too much tonight My ears have heard their full Will you remember all the times you said you wade with me Through the dark till we can see All the sharks with clarity YouÂre steadier than I am