I'm not sad, I'm not depressed I got a feeling busting out of my chest I want to live But curiosity gets the best of me Is it just darkness? I don't know I'd like to think there's a place we go When my eyes close And not knowing is killing me I want to die Just to see what's on the other side Because this life's not enough for me The thing that keeps me from ending it all Is how sad my death would make my mom I don't want her to ever see my grave Because of stupid choices that I made I wanna live I've taken everything I'd like to give back to the world