I'm not sad, I'm not depressed
I got a feeling busting out of my chest
I want to live
But curiosity gets the best of me
Is it just darkness? I don't know
I'd like to think there's a place we go
When my eyes close
And not knowing is killing me
I want to die
Just to see what's on the other side
Because this life's not enough for me
The thing that keeps me from ending it all
Is how sad my death would make my mom
I don't want her to ever see my grave
Because of stupid choices that I made
I wanna live
I've taken everything
I'd like to give back to the world