No rush to come home No demolition on my path No punk ass macho man I don't know why this insanity keeps finding me No time to feel upset No money to make a difference The choice I make is always wrong I don't know why this is happening to me all the time It won't be easy to be sick and a family man at the same time I take my chance to hate this day But I don't have anything to say I make my choices on my way Never have I felt traumatized I could be a kid whenever I wanted No drunken dad who'd beat me up But still I feel this rage inside What is it that I'm looking for? Is it attention that I want so bad? The fear of ever feeling so alone I don't know why this is happening to me all the time It won't be easy to be sick and a family man at the same time I take my chance to hate this day But I don't have anything to say I make my choices on my way No time and no more excuses to hide my perfect life The choice that I make is always wrong It always was It will always be That's how it is The choice that I make is always wrong No time and no more excuses to hide my perfect life The choice that I make is always wrong It always was It will always be That's how it is The choice that I make is always wrong