Left you roses by your bedside Couldn't stomach up a note There will never be a next time I can't be here anymore Looking in my eyes You were blinded by the ice You thought you could make a sun out of snow This was never paradise No your sight was paralyzed You could never see the stain on my soul It was behind my smile All the pain All the games I played It was behind my smile All the shame All the things I hate It was behind my smile Love I let you dodge a bullet Let you die another day Innocence is only foolish You should've known it wasn't safe Looking in my eyes You were blinded by the ice You thought you could make a sun out of snow This was never paradise No you're sight was paralyzed You could never see the stain on my soul It was behind my smile All the pain All the games I played It was behind my smile All the shame All the things I hate It was behind my smile I know I know I was one to trust But the monster decided not to hide I hope you like red roses hun It's my way of leaving you for life When I loomed over your bedside The moon unveiled my fangs When I look into your eyes now I only see my face Now I've gone the distance And left you in the dust I'm smiling through the smoke I made 'Cuz leaving you was fun 'Cuz It was behind my smile All the pain All the games I played It was behind my smile All the shame All the things I hate It was behind my smile It was behind my smile All the pain All the games I played It was behind my smile All the shame All the things I hate It was behind my smile