How you talking on my name when you said I'm the realest
Defaming all my character, you thinking I don't feel it
Feel like Johnny Deep because I know I'ma win it
I'm indulging in these drugs to numb the pain, maybe heal it
My back against the wall so I got nothing left to lose
I'm never someone's option, yeah this ain't no pick and choose
I'd rather kill myself before I give up on my dreams
You don't know like you say do, ain't shit like what I seem
You don't ever get no love when you viewed as competition
They got some shit to say but every time I drop, they listen
If my brothers get caught up, I won't be speaking like a witness
I had some people switch up so I choose to keep my distance
I ain't ever have an issue with another man
Sticking to myself and I been carrying out the plan
Formulate a strategy and now I got some fans
She wanna trap me up but I ain't pulling down my pants
At night a brother sleeping with his glock, I feel protected
Nowadays, you don't know who trust so you gotta keep the weapon
I had a lot of homies, now got three less than seven
I could be sayin' names but ain't no point in seeking vengeance
When really you start from nothing, yeah that grind be different
Disappointed in myself that I got caught up with these bitches
Snakes were in my circle trying to get insight on my business
Isolationist for life, I never ask for no assistance
If I catch a fatal shot, don't let my name waste away
I got to stay alert with all these racks I'm 'bout to make
Bitch I am not a rapper, all the do is copy paste
Everybody that's in tune knows I'm in a different lane
I will fulfill my dreams of controlling center stage
Time for hurt is over, yeah I'm on a different page
I had to see mirror, say NIKSHOWW you need to change
I just stay down, crafting all these melodies from pain
You won't even see me quiet, let you know them days are over
I need to be a star and park a fuckin' Range Rover
If I blow it's for my skill cause I don't have a lucky clover
I got me, myself, and drugs, you won't catch me out here sober
They hate me cause of jealousy, they know I'm God's chosen
It's taking me some time to get my music set in motion
You see me growing numbers, if your mouth is open, close it
My soul is in my body, unlike most if y'all done sold it, uh
I couldn't lose if God made me a loser
I been unchained but now I'ma say what I want
I wish I been feeling like this sooner
If I catch a fatal shot, don't let my name waste away
I got to stay alert with all these racks I'm 'bout to make
Bitch I am not a rapper, all the do is copy paste
Everybody that's in tune knows I'm in a different lane
I will fulfill my dreams of controlling center stage
Time for hurt is over, yeah I'm on a different page
I had to see mirror, say NIKSHOWW you need to change
I just stay down, crafting all these melodies from pain