It's hard waking up in the morning I spark it up by the evening I can tell everything's burning I just choose not to believe it Feelings they change like the seasons I couldn't tell you the reason I only get high when I need it I only get high when I need it It's hard waking up in the morning I spark it up by the evening I can tell everything's burning I just choose not to believe it Feelings they change like the seasons I couldn't tell you the reason I only get high when I need it I only get high when I need it She ask me why are my eyes so red From the smoke that got in my eyelids And the mosh I'm on autopilot In your arms I feel like I'm off it I don't do this shit too often I lied I do this shit often Me and my friends we write and we spark it On some shit that's purple and darkish X's and O's are all in my mind and My body feels like it's nothing So I grab my phone and make something Hit the stu the same day it bussin damn It's hard waking up in the morning I spark it up by the evening I can tell everything's burning I just choose not to believe it Feelings they change like the seasons I couldn't tell you the reason I only get high when I need it I only get high when I need it Lil bitch I'm a psycho That's why I chief a lot And I got problems with my demons yea we beef a lot This that trap house geekin with the reefer spot This that bag walk steppin with new sneaker talk Bitches always talkin to me But I ain't listening I got the chain on me and this bitch glistening Pullin up on me a bad decision you'll get pistol whipped Sober living trash I get high so I'm not crippling We got the drugs in the back porch When I'm geekin off the acid I go back and forth She like my style But she ain't like when I be saggin short Bitches always got my attention I always want sum more It's hard waking up in the morning I spark it up by the evening I can tell everything's burning I just choose not to believe it Feelings they change like the seasons I couldn't tell you the reason I only get high when I need it I only get high when I need it