I been dealing with trauma and demons I been making 'em hurt again Want my T-shirt in some Louis shit Put the feelings inside a range Mama flexin' so I don't feel shit Think the Diamonds go'n cure the pain Hate just make me a type of demon Put that frame into Mary Jane And the whole time I was uptight with it I couldn't kill myself I just let myself go I don't wanna hold on no more And the whole time I was uptight with it I couldn't kill myself I just let myself go I don't wanna hold on no more Mama see pics and think I'm heathen She don't know that I miss the church All the munchies kept me in sermons Me and the bro would take more than one Now I can't get back the years of preaching that came true before 21 Now I won't say that I love my demons But they help me to write a song And the whole time I was uptight with it I couldn't control myself I just let myself go I didn't wanna hold on no more And the whole time I was uptight with it I couldn't kill myself I just let myself go I don't wanna hold on no more