I hear a voice in the back of my head A lying conviction that fills me with dread I think it might kill me I'll do it instead The trigger is blistering red Oh my God am I Real? I can't believe you're not real But this sensation's so real I can touch it and feel See Nothing here will mean a thing I have offered you my soul Give me power and control Fill this vase and empty hole I don't want this any more Give me power and control Precious death Precious life Give me both I can't decide Beauty lays before my eyes A beaten god I crucified Close. Your. Eyes. And. see I can't Begin to understand The weight of a mighty hand That strikes at a broken soul No choice for being born And here I sit and weep At the thought of me dying I'll sow but who will reap The pearl that your throwing Seek you will find me Worship me blindly Fall to your face and accept the almighty Open the heavens you'll stay here forever The violent shaking the core in the center Give me both I can't decide Send me away I'm blind I'm blind