I lay awake at night, something coming over me I cannot go to sleep, something coming over me I don't wanna talk right now something coming over me I'm a need a moment please, something coming over me I feel like a monster now, something coming over me Y'all don't wanna know this beast, something coming over me Every time I pray feel like, maybe something's wrong with me I Don't know what I'm talking to but I'm so afraid that it's only me I can stand my own two Clay feet in my boat shoes Money good for the fifty yacht but There's a lot that it won't do I think about what Nipsey got If you help your people it'll get you shot Like a band-aid they'll rip you off That's whole lot to go through Don't do no evil see but I see it though I got the gen five and I keep it close All the time with your thoughts and prayers It's okay you can keep em though You can lead a horse to water you can't make it drink And you can teach a man to kill you can't make him think I said I lost my frame of reference And I wonder now what's the missing link Something coming over me I feel like a monster now Something coming over me I don't wanna talk right now Something coming over me Lies everybody lies Tell me it's okay you paid the penalty and tithe See the blade you filet me with the knife You take take then you take another life This game every hero gotta die But I'm still here well then what the hell am I All the best laid plans of these mice and men I know I fail a lot but I try I'm just at where I've been This forever infinite energy never switch I'm talking about the difference in principal Karma coming reciprocal you can bet that I don't get what I give what I give Yeah I'm just at where I've been Homie it's good I don't wanna dap fists You can call it cynical spitting my pity pitiful This trauma been residual Where I live where I live Don't tell me be calm I'm already gone I know that I'm on one Something came over me I'm gonna let it take over me I cannot turn no cheek, can't nobody hold my leash I don't know what I'm talking to but I know what I believe Something coming over me I feel like a monster now Something coming over me I don't wanna talk right now Something coming over me