I was suicidal Cobain was my idol At a tender age In Bloom Faded in a basement With a new replacement Lookin for a different view Yeah I tried to put the bottle down No one was left They not around and I thought that God had got me through I'm starting to think it all was you and I'm your Ponyboy and I'm still ridin' Told you stay gold and You're still shinin' I'm on the outside But I wanna be home with You Kisses on my scars There's distance, not too far I'm all in ain't foldin' I got you, you're golden There's something so familiar In the way I break down I try to keep it movin' With my feet stuck on the ground I put my records on Let the headphones play Take me to a place Where I feel no pain Okay I'm lookin out my window To a beautiful day And ya I'm still alive Guess that's more than I can say So let this guitar play and take you away Let go of the drama Keep that smile on your face I'm your Ponyboy and I'm still ridin' Told you stay gold and You're still shinin' I'm on the outside But I wanna be home with You And I know it's messed up Ya things are so messed up But we'll make the best of Just keeping our heads up I'm all in ain't foldin' I got you, you're golden We sit and watch The cars drive by Long conversations And longer nights I'll always be here by your side No matter what happens On this ride I'm your Ponyboy and I'm still ridin' Told you stay gold and You're still shinin' I'm on the outside But I wanna be home with You I'm your Ponyboy and I'm still ridin' Told you stay gold and You're still shinin' I'm on the outside But I wanna be home with You Kisses on my scars There's distance, not too far I'm all in ain't foldin' I got you, you're golden