Keep my head on a swivel feel like the walls closing in
Anxiety got me using this calm app again
Fuck it guess I ain't sleeping I'm up and going through the notions
I hope my karma ain't coming from days I was ferocious
I was sharking in them oceans
Some thought it was emotions
Oh naw its never that I just cut off niggas on hoe shit
Got dark thoughts on broke shit
So gotta get my cho quick
Accepted my past might of been cursed but then I broke it
I learned you gotta help yo self before you help niggas
Don't help yo self to you you only hurt yo self quicker
I tried showing some judases to be legit
First chance they would get they set me up quick damn
See people shady can't trust em lately
Tuck the 380 keep my distance
And fuck these bitches I got my lady
And we living I'm focused on my calling now
Ten toes down yeah it ain't no falling now
Ain't no stalling out we on a mission
I know what I deserve time to trust my intuition
You see some of the shit that hold us back
Be right in front of us the whole time
Dreams turn to nightmares sleeping on em too long
Too long
Make them sacrifices
All that thinking to hard it leave you farther from solutions
Them ghosts of yo past don't let em bother with yo future
Naw its paper to chase and scared money don't make money
Had to tell myself that dog so I could make money
These times crazy its fucked up lately
I lost some ones I called my niggas
I came up wit em and then they played me
Man it's crazy cause we go back like Iverson braids
Junior high hooping dreaming to be Iverson days damn
But I can't live off in my past
I know where Im going and I can't get there on my ass
A hunnid on my path stand straight I can't crash
My trust gone from situations that I can't hash
I look in my mirror sometimes like Chel you buggin
You always think the worst half the time that shit be nothing
Look but could you blame me I been through the ringer
Now Im on a clean slate like I been through the cleaners
This shit is real Im trying to deal
I'm trying to shake them demons still and make some mills
I know my crib it need some hills and Ice on chill
I gotta trust in how I feel
The time is now for me foreal yeah
Dreams turn to nightmares sleeping on em too long
Too long
Make them sacrifices