This shit deeper than rap
It's way deeper than rap
I feel like the world is out to get me
And I can't fold up
Demands and expectations that I'm facing
I can't fold up
Always been the type to suffer alone
Cus I need no one
My father told me get it on your own
Nobody owe ya
Had to tell my bros I can trust ya
But I don't really know ya
I got issues with attachment
If we close let's get closer
I'm over obsessive I know but know one thing more fosho bruh
You give your all, I'll give my all
I swear that I won't ever fold up
I feel like the world is out to get me
And I can't fold up
Demands and expectations that I'm facing
I can't fold up
Always been the type to suffer alone
Cus I need no one
My father told me get it on your own
Nobody owe ya
Had to tell my bros I can trust ya
But I don't really know ya
I got issues with attachment
If we close let's get closer
I'm over obsessive I know but know one thing more fosho bruh
You give your all, I'll give my all
I swear that I won't ever fold up
I been dodging bad with the good
Gained good out the bad
Put my wrongs in a song
And my rights in the trash
I spent nights with no sleep
No food and no bath
Cus all those luxuries are for the rich and my ass
Just didn't do enough getting it when I spent days sat back
Told myself is it worth it to change
Looked back and I laughed
All this overthinking the reason I barely relax
Relapsed off the cigs
Smoking same shit my ancestors in the past was ridin' on
So ride along on a camel to your comedy rap
Just quit talking the trap
And quit talking boom bap
I put myself on the map
Now how you feel 'bout that
I ain't bring Houston back
I put the SWAT to the front
Below is this Glock that I want
To raise by my ear drum
Heart in back of my mind
I put my girl to the side
Suicidal, one thought from ending it all tonight
And through it all
I swear not one soul knows
I ain't comfortable speaking on what controls my dome
But at night I can't sleep
So I toss and turn
So I mix my medication
Like ending segregation
Sometimes being alone is what left me suffocating
But when I'm with the fam
I don't need no respiration
Antidepressants
Left me tryna sleep every second
Losing weight and losing faith
Looking like i'm a skeleton
Now I pop some more pills
That got me eating excessive
Mood swings
I'm steady bitchin' at shit ain't worth stressin'
I feel I just can't win
But even when I lose
I just can't lessen
I learn my lesson
I get up like it's whatever
Like I ain't this close to heaven
I feel like the world is out to get me
And I can't fold up
Demands and expectations that I'm facing
I can't fold up
Always been the type to suffer alone
Cus I need no one
My father told me get it on your own
Nobody owe ya
Had to tell my bros I can trust ya
But I don't really know ya
I got issues with attachment
If we close let's get closer
I'm over obsessive I know but know one thing more fosho bruh
You give your all, I'll give my all
I swear that I won't ever fold up
I feel like the world is out to get me
And I can't fold up
Demands and expectations that I'm facing
I can't fold up
Always been the type to suffer alone
Cus I need no one
My father told me get it on your own
Nobody owe ya
Had to tell my bros I can trust ya
But I don't really know ya
I got issues with attachment
If we close let's get closer
I'm over obsessive I know but know one thing more fosho bruh
You give your all, I'll give my all
I swear that I won't ever fold up