Uh, Look
Who'da thought I make it this far?
I used to sleep on a couch, No car
To get around I walked streets that they ain't welcome me on
First they love you, then they hate you
Then they pray that you gone
Yea
Who'da thought I make it this far?
With a dollar to my name and a heart
I made change
Snatched it away
I don't feel no more
It could only get better when the worst is the norm
Yea
Who'da thought I make it this far?
I swear I never thought i'd make it this far
Asking God to heal me but I'm loyal to what's killing me
The pain is like a drug that I pop to see the rеaler me
Looking in the mirror and I only see my еnemy
But at the same time the only one that believed in me
This Rap shit is easy
This Life shit is a bitch
I wrote 16's in 15 minutes like it ain't shit
But I almost ended it
Too many times I forget
I don't even keep count no more
These dark thoughts that I have between me and the Lord
I be tryna up and escape on beats
Cus that's only way ion place the blame on me
It's the only way I really feel a release
All this tension bares pain on me
Every girl I talk to say they see me as a broken soul
Heavy weighs on me, I'm used to the overload
Dodging heavyweight blows to my fuckin' soul
Shit who'da known that I done make it this far
Who'da thought I make it this far?
I used to sleep on a couch, No car
To get around I walked streets that they ain't welcome me on
First they love you, then they hate you
Then they pray that you gone
Yea
Who'da thought I make it this far?
With a dollar to my name and a heart
I made change
Snatched it away
I don't feel no more
It could only get better when the worst is the norm
Yea
Who'da thought I make it this far?
I swear I never thought i'd make it this far
Yea
To make it this far I had to be sold on myself
For too damn long I been hard on myself
I'm just testing the pain tolerance on myself
But I won't let my mind win, I keep battling self
Moms said Ima die fast if I keep stressing this way
So I laugh away my pain
Shit it's a regular day
Coping with withdrawals
From the woman that I loved
And the drugs that I loved
Plus the homies that I thought was there for me till my funeral day
But fuck 'em they was never really for me
Like a bullet that's stray
All they do is post internet quotes saying real shit
At the end of the day I could tell he a fake
He just tryna distract you from his snake-ish ways
I don't trust when they keep tryna prove they gang
What's understood don't ever gotta be explained
You either in or you out
Didn't mama tell you that when you was outside playing a game?
I don't ever feel I need no one bad
But it hurts trusting a bitch
Knowing you ain't capable of that
Just for y'all to never speak again in fact
I still don't know which one make me more mad
The fact that I miss her when she don't miss me back
Or the fact that she even went and did me like that
Knowing there's no remorse that she feels but of course
Without her I still gotta make it far
Who'da thought I make it this far?
I used to sleep on a couch, No car
To get around I walked streets that they ain't welcome me on
First they love you, then they hate you
Then they pray that you gone
Yea
Who'da thought I make it this far?
With a dollar to my name and a heart
I made change
Snatched it away
I don't feel no more
It could only get better when the worst is the norm
Yea
Who'da thought I make it this far?
I swear I never thought i'd make it this far