Depression
I hate this feelin'
Grateful
Everyday that I'm living
Thinkin' everyday should I end it
I don't know
Everything that glitters ain't gold
I got this 22 and I'm ready to blow
Life need to stop ionno where to go
Life hard I'm the concrete rose
My sleeping and my safety off
Thought money would solve my problems
But the problems kept adding up
No feelings and not giving a fuck
4PM is when I woke up stressing over petty stuff
Didn't wash or brush my teeth I need that henny cup
Momma called and told me I'm appreciated
I couldn't feel it cuz I barely made it
Still stressing over my ex we couldn't mate it
Laughing over abortions like you used to killin babies
I apologize I know I'm sounding crazy
It's 4:30 and I'm already faded
I'm fuckin good girls great and say I love you baby.
After I'm done beating I kick her out thats my favorite cadence
Momma still askin' for grandbabies
Depression-
I hate this feelin
Grateful
Everyday that I'm living
Thinkin everyday should I end it
I dont know
Everything that glitters ain't gold
I got this 22 and I'm ready to blow
Life need to stop ionno where to go
Life hard I'm the concrete rose
Bleeding out my body everyday I'm tired of hurting
I ain't fuckin wit life
Death is a virgin
I'm four playin eating her name out in cursive
Cuz I swear i was done when I couldn't stop my Chevy from swerving
Walked away scratch free didn't think I deserved it
Diggin deep into my depression you blind to the surface
No matter what you drive or what you wear life ain't perfect
It seems quite irregular them strings keep pullin
Pigs pull you over wit they hand on the holster
Not enough money but them bills keep comin
Wanna pull the trigger bullets come out finger fuckin
Imma shark in a crab bucket
Tryna grow from a hard place and make it luscious
Wanna pull out from the rap game but i keep these verses comin
Do muthafuckas believe or only care bout the money
They only care about results
Fuck ya journey
Depression
I hate this feelin
Grateful
Everyday that I'm living
Thinkin everyday should I end it
I dont know
Everything that glitters ain't gold
I got this 22 and I'm ready to blow
Life need to stop ionno where to go
Life hard I'm the concrete rose