Thinking if I called back Would you pick up now Cuz lately I been low down in this fucked up sound Yea time stopped for a bit when I heard that you died Took a day to register these thoughts is fresh in my mind It was yo time, but after I been so damn hurt Was hoping that it was a dream and you were back on this earth I couldn't sleep last night, felt like I disconnected Mind is constantly a mess and I've been feeling so reckless I cannot take any for granted All the time that you spent Cuz you done made me and brother into something to miss You'd wake up fucked up, knees hurt, ready to work No matter what stepped in yo way You wouldn't stop till the dirt and that's real And I can't even make no excuses Put 1000% into this music shit it's my future Already know that when you're gone you're always by my side An inspiration and an everlasting thought in my mind Shit ain't artificial I keep my family by my side Stay faithful with my pride I trust decisions from the ones who keep me living a full life I'm trynna learn from mistakes My parents, they guide the way I trust my mom, I trust my dad We gon' make it through this day Whatchu know about that Whatchu know about facts I got a family I got friends and they ain't fallin' for life's trap Yeah we struggle to go on Me and Nokris, we write these songs To illustrate the things in our life when things even go wrong This ain't artificial it comes straight from above These niggas fakin' they whole life they really need some love Why you cappin' in the streets like you ain't growin' up You got loved ones to take care so go ahead and buckle up You got that dough You got that flow But your parents still sleepin' on the floor So set yourself apart and go ahead and show em' that you're really grown Be thankful for whatchu got 'cause you won't sense a thing Until it's just really truly gone, truly gone